breathe
Life's different, as of tomorrow. It may not seem like a big deal, but to me, and my boys, its huge.
I've been through MUCH more difficult things in my life; in fact, I've been through THIS before. Thus the anticipation, and knowing, is actually not helpful. But we'll push through to the other side; and get used to the new 'normal'.
Truth be told - I'm really, really sad. Its just a job - but dreadfully needed income. Its just 9 hours a day, but its my whole world - away from me. I hope the boys adjust quickly. I hope they don't miss me too much.
Ethan senses something - tonight he was teary and difficult; told me he wanted me to go away.
Parenting is SO hard, sometimes.
:(
I've been through MUCH more difficult things in my life; in fact, I've been through THIS before. Thus the anticipation, and knowing, is actually not helpful. But we'll push through to the other side; and get used to the new 'normal'.
Truth be told - I'm really, really sad. Its just a job - but dreadfully needed income. Its just 9 hours a day, but its my whole world - away from me. I hope the boys adjust quickly. I hope they don't miss me too much.
Ethan senses something - tonight he was teary and difficult; told me he wanted me to go away.
Parenting is SO hard, sometimes.
:(
posted by Sherocious at 8:36 p.m.
4 Comments:
It's a change, Pal. We're all with you and the boys. Good times just ahead...
Love, Dad
You both sensed something. I'm sad too that you can't be home all the time. I was so lucky!! NAN
We all were, Nan.
Ron
Hope your two days so far have been okay ... been wondering about you!
- mar
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